NO.

I was clearing my table and putting my maths and English stuffs aside. I look at my math files worksheets, everything ended so quickly. I haven't prepared to say good bye to them and everything ended. I know why I have such strong feeling about math, actually you can't help it. Math lesson is the lesson we have like at least 4 days a week. Which means we spend at least half a year having math lesson, doing math worksheet. But all your hard work is just for that week, and shoo everything ended, especially for me ended too ugly. This wasn't an ending I would have expected, not at all.

I went to clear my bag just now, saw my amath paper 2. Suddenly my mood went super down, I started getting paranoid, what happened during the exam went repeating again and again in my brain. It seems like a living "day-mare". I wonder when will that end, maybe when I take my results next year. The tormenting months ahead, I don't really look forward to.

The confident I had varnished into thin air.

I understand why I had those weird behavior at home just now, I think I just wanted myself to stop thinking about those unhappy things that happened but those scene are replaying non-stop in my brain. Laugh was just a cover. Why did I return to this state again? I didn't want to, really.