ello.

Sometimes, I think I'm like so attached to my phone to get link with the social media applications. Refresh instagram, facebook, twitter and keep checking whatsapp. It's like a feeling that I don't want to feel lonely? I don't really understand what's really going on with this "phenomenon" of mine. Trying to stop it by hiding it from the application list but still that isn't solving the root of the problem isn't it? I remember i saw this article that mention the more that you check  Facebook actually shows how insecure and low self-esteem one is. I really have to do something about this already, the amount of time I'm spending to refresh facebook and looking at the updates could have allowed me do to a lot more things already man. Alright, note to self: you need to stop this.

I'm like so annoyed when I send some emo post on Facebook then people starts commenting and thinking I'm attached or something. Damn, is it so easy to get attached? Tell me how, I really want to know. Just because I single doesn't mean I can't be "emo" what.. argh, it gets really irritating.

So this weekend is like a stay-in-hall weekend for me, I don't know as to really why I want to stay in though. although the reason I'm giving is that I want to study but people goes like "you can stay at home and study". I kind of understand this but I feel like trying to rush back to hall on time is really irritating, especially i have meeting this week plus I haven't done my online assignment as always. (i need to go and get it done later!) I do like the lay-back feeling I get when I have the whole room to myself then I do my own work. The good thing is that i have really no television to distract me, although there is facebook which i really need to try to cut down on to be a lot more productive !

for the confused mind. 
是不是自己已经设了一堵很高的心墙，心被困在里面，害怕出来就会被伤害。。
还是你只是在等待着可以把你的心墙打破的那个人？
是不是习惯了寂寞就不会想要谈恋爱？

在没有找到一个男人之前，你要像一个男人一样的活着。

“别因为寂寞而错爱，别因为错爱而寂寞一生 ”

Guard your heart.