You know my exams are approaching, still you wanted me to go and send that freaking crap to you, & i did what you want but i didn't even hear a "thank you" from you and you want to to "perform" the next task from you.whatever. I just don't understand why I can't learn to say "No" to reject you, maybe just because of my fear of you. The fear engulfed me.
Do you know? I aspire to be a bad girl to reject and rebel everything you want me to do but I can't.
Many times, I have a heart of metal, so cold-blooded that i just live for myself but no matter how i learn i can't.
No matter how I tell you how i think you just give a knock of your head and that's all.
Sometimes, I have grown tired off talking to you because it have never work.
Do you know, you are so unfair. You can lent your to everybody around you but never to me?\
You only listen to me when you are seeking my opinion or when you are talking to me of your problems.
Your world just revolve of yourself & your "community work" but never for me, isn't?
Think about it, do you hate me? You always give me that feeling that I am your burden. & i believe, yes I am.
don't worry about me, i will be alright. i have learnt no to put in hope, after i have lost it.
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