Wednesday, May 26, 2010

There it is.

This term is coming to an end already. Parent-teacher conference and release of results tomorrow. Anyway, I am not expecting anything cause my result is going to be bad(and again). I feel that I am used to it already, it's not good but how can stop it? Time flies. Like what I wrote on facebook, at the start of 2010 I was dreading of secondary 4 life, but here am I just 5days from Chinese 'O' . I have totally no confident for my paper 1, I haven't been doing well for it during Mother tongue intensive and  I am scare, very very scare. My aim is to clear the paper by this paper but somehow it seems still mission impossible. Weird ah, I have been "pumping" myself with confidence for yesterday but somehow I lost it again today. Although I finally managed to scare 54/70 for paper 2 for the first time in the year, it seems like a miracle to me. wow... but still... you know what.


Mr Goh is leaving when we start with our revision is this a good news or a bad one?
 For the whole day I seems so moody and down. Sorry for people around me :( Liqing asked me twice(i think) whether I am ok I replied ok but I know, I am not. I hate the feeling of people leaving or leaving people and I know, I am just too emotional. Leave it, let it be.

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