thank you for your presence during every exam, you're certainly my best companion during this period of time. Sorry for flooding you with so many pessimistic posts. You're the only place that I can say all I want, show all my frustration in life. You'll never leave me alone.
I was asking on Facebook when we're going to take back results, sadly no one replied me. I don't want to take back results I want to fall sick stay at home, shut my ears and eyes & never know how badly I score. The feeling when others are celebrating while you're there feeling sad aren't good, it just makes you feel worse about yourself.
Seriously, I have never seen this weak part of me. Anyone who says something negative to me will be immediately "absorbed" and detected in my brain which will be taken for real and pushed me lying flat on the ground. confident = 0%. The search for my confident in the Caribbean sea is tough but I know it has to be immediate.
There are just time when I realised no one understands me and know what I need/want. However, the main course for this problem is that, I am aren't speaking up. I need help but I have never dared to ask. I choose to keep everything to myself, hence when the problems multiplies it led to more problems. During preparation for exam, confusion occurs and boomz = panic, insecurity ...
you know what you have to do but you're aren't doing it. what's the point.
Isn't this 自讨苦吃? I just admired people who dare to ask question...
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