Everything has to come from you.

I was the only person in the library other than the librarian for almost an hour. It was so quiet and calm until other students start entering. I was a little traumatize when Xinjing told me Mdm Loh was looking for me during chemistry lesson. So i went to look her in the staffroom. She scare me that she was bringing me to meet the Principal, my heart almost pop out, lucky she was just joking..

She talked quite a lot. She asked me whether i was panicking during amath mock, actually I felt I wasn't. I was even expecting a quite acceptable grade from it, but it was actually the opposite. I thought I was ok but the fact was that maybe mentally I'm quite tensed. I don't know, it's all maybes.

My careless mistakes are killing me. I always copy calculate the wrong numbers, damn it. How I hope I can slap myself whenever I copied or calculated any number wrongly, it's radical but I need to stop this. This is not the way! FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!

Don't waste your energy comparing with others. Then you'll be wasting the time that you have to be determined. Yes it is.

Since panic don't do you good, why do you still panic?

Yes or No? They're just side by side.