Tuesday, September 21, 2010

If only...

I was recalling what I learnt today. Hmmm. Yeah, be careful when looking at question. Very important. Went lunch with Iris asked her the math differentiation question of the stupid e thingy. She tried her best to explain to me but I can't understand.

I conclude that it's so hard for people to explain concept to me and they would rarely succeed. This is also why I don't like to ask question because I won't get the answer I want and would end up making people pissed or irritated. So in the end I will still end up say "Oh yes I understood" or "I will try to understand later" those are all stupid excuses more than half of the time I don't even understand a single thing and I go home even worse -.- yeah so dumb. I just wanted to end the conversation. Isn't this stupid? I was joking to Iris that I needed to book a consultation time with Mdm Loh if not both my As will be drifting further and further from me and I need them real badly for my l1r5. But yea, like what I've said above. I book appointment then I also don't know what to ask. In the end, it's the same.

I needa study like a machine but it's hard, always hard.

It's hard for people to understand me, it's complicated.

Staring at the sky does calms one down. We don't need stress but that's inevitable. Live with it, no matter how hard it is. What doesn't kill just make one stronger.

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