Title-less

I really don't know how to "title" this post because there's no specific event that happened to me. As usual, I had just finished eating my lunch, slacking for "a while". On the way out of school, walking under the drizzling rain all by myself, I didn't felt loneliness, however, calmness. Maybe I just need time like that when I'm alone, not thinking about anything just walking aimlessly, not really aimlessly because I have a destination. I just too used with being alone being the only child, that there are time when I don't feel like communicating with others but due to the situation or circumstance I can't I just have to put up a mask and continue talking like I really love to. That's not the case. I believe most people have a mask, just depends on how "permeable" it is. I feel like I'm crapping, whatever.

There too many things on earth, too many why, so many that one day we'll just grew tried of asking it. It became pointless to ask "Why?".

there are times when you really wanted to know whether anyone care? You just wanted some form of recognition to reaffirm your abilities.

If that's the reason why...

I editing this post again. I'm super duper vexed now. Doing a math practice paper before the test/exam do me nothing good. It will just end me make feeling more worried for not being able to get to answer/the steps. And there I am now. I want to scream out loud now. AHHHHH! I don't like that practice paper, so hard the previous paper I don't have much problem but this T.T . I don't do today tmr also need do, need to go through next math lesson... I should stay calm not, don't panic if not I'm going to forget more things... Oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!! ;(

完蛋了。