I wanted to..

Actually I wanted to this yesterday(which is a few hours before) but I was busy doing something more important, people around me should know what I am busy doing. It's not suppose to let the whole world know, so yeah.

Well, look at how well I screwed my Amath today, the effort I put in all thrown into the drain. Mistakes here, mistakes there mistakes everywhere. It's damn freaking crappy can.I'm supper disappointed with myself, no words can express that disappointment. Amath, the subject I liked the most and I ended up screwing the paper. I almost cry after the invigilator collect my paper. I really feel like killing myself, there were errors that are avoidable but I still made it, what can I say? I feel like throwing myself in the dust-bin now. Maybe even the dust-bin is better than me, I'm worse than a trash.

Negative thoughts are over-flowing in my brain, I can't stop it. No one would understand you pain, except yourself. Unless you choose to walk out by yourself, no one could help you.

i want to talk to someone, but i know this is not the time. everyone is busy settling their own problems.

I really hope everything will be fine...
Everything will be over soon.