Is it so?

Am I giving myself too much stress? Maybe. But who will be feel relax while preparing for Os with that pathetic l1r5 I got for my prelim which will get me no where. I've no one else to blame but myself, slack too much and that's why I've to work doubly hard to pay it back, it's in direct proportion. Nothing comes easy.

I've survived until now with my 3++ h of sleep last night, just can't sleep don't know why. I feel like toning tonight and not sleep, endure until tomorrow night to turn my body clock back, hmmm it seems difficult and extreme, let's see what I can do.

I'm so extremely scare. But I know no one can save me except for myself. I'll and I must hang on there till the end.

Ps: I've this weird thinking that sleeping is a waste of time O.o