Thinking what had happened over the three weeks,
I was seriously damn happy when I saw internet as one of the topics for paper 1 but I have a super duper poor time management so my paper seems screwed. I'm scared cause I know I can't effort to fail english. I CANT I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE because I know where I want to go. Paper 2 summary totally killed me.
Emath, I told myself to chill and calm down for the paper I think both papers was fine but both papers I checked my answer as I was too tempted when people post the solution I hope I can get an A-1 but I'm afraid of putting too much hope then I'll end up getting so disappointed.
Talking about amath, kill me. My mum until now still can't stop telling people I put too much effort for my amath and neglected my other subjects. she doesn't understand my passion for that particular subject and the high hope I set to get an A but I ended up getting disappointed and questioned my own ability. Well, like what I said before many time effort =/= result so I didn't wanted to put in effort. You may say I'm giving excuses or it may be an excuse but I personally don't like to experience failure and that was why i lost my fighting spirit after I got into the class.But yeah, for me paper 1 was fine definitely not paper 2. What I can't forgive myself was my careless mistakes, too many, maybe uncountable. Since it's confession time, then I should seriously blame myself for not practicing enough questions for amath paper 2, if i did, things wouldn't have been that bad. BLAME YOURSELF!
Chemistry paper was fine, like what my mum say, you've 2 papers on the same day then most likely you'll take a gamble. I supposed I took it, I know I'll definitely pay that price in the extent of my result for amath and my tears.
Physics. Oh well, I'm expecting for a pass. The paper is so not manageable. I don't really get what the questions are trying to ask. Goner
Chinese. Great, too long never write an essay already. I'm seriously very rusty. spent too much time on situational writing and my essay is screwed up in my point of view. I hope I didn't write out of point. If I did, I wasted my time for the second chance to sit for the paper and I can imagine my mum being sarcastic of my chinese grade for life, gosh it's horrifying D;
I don't know why I feel I didn't really work very hard for my Os as compared to my peers, I certainly can imagine how bad my results will be. When there's not enough effort in direct proportion there weren't be result, there's no free lunch in the world. This time I'll learn it hard, Very hard. The fall will be very painful, but I'll learn.
To be able to come until here, I'm really thankful to all my teachers that had taught or I had came into with especially:
Mrs Chng. I can still remember she first took me english and she failed me. That really motivate me to put more effort in my English. She's a very caring and motherly teacher, she's there to listen to us and give us her personal opinion.
Ms Idzhana. My first impression of her was a very fierce teacher but I changed my view when she started teaching my class this year. Her lesson is never a typical boring and dull english lesson. She tries her best to provide us with details and picture for the lesson, it was really helpful especially to me. She may seems to be a demanding teacher giving her vocabulary and spelling test but that really helps weaker students like me a lot. Like the word "myriad".
Mdm Loh. I think "n" times of thank you also not enough. She's really an awesome math teacher. I'm really very grateful to have her as my math teacher. Thank you for entertaining to so many of my dumb and nonsensical questions.lol. Her math lesson is something I definitely miss after I leave the school. I have too many words to say and it's really difficult to type everything down cause it's a bit, too much.
Ms Koh.I think when I thank Ms Koh many people will call me a sycophant. However, I feel that she's a good teacher. Just that she's not a typical teacher that will always say "oh, you can do it." to every student but she uses her own way to make students to work hard, whether or not her method suits you then that's our individual problem.
Thank you all teachers I know, without your encouragement and guidance I wouldn't have made it this far. Thank You very much.
Every encounter in life is enriching.
Meeting all the teachers and friends in TPSS, is really an awesome one.
Yesterday was the last paper I took with the class. The next time I'll see them will either be on prom night or bbq(provided I can make it). Take care people, you guys will definitely do well! :)
-the later I stay awake, the more energetic I am. :(
O's ended.
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