Too much.

I was thinking of many things today. Things are happening so fast that I hadn't had a chance to really ponder.

One more week and I'm done with 'O', I'm not really very happy as that would mean I'll be parting with my classmates and friends. We'll be moving in different direction, some may be the same, some may not. The time we had together, be it happy or sad, will be memories we will remember for life. Many teachers say that you will find your best friend in secondary friends in secondary, I definitely agree with that. I really hate to leave them, but we don't have a choice, it's time to move on.

I was reminiscing what happened during these four years.

There's just many memories and I can't bear to leave. Too many things that i thought was impossible was made possible in this school, I think no amount of thank you can show my gratitude.

Yesterday while eating with the group of girls from my class, we were talking about the changes in subject teachers we had in our class while the only teacher that remained the same for the 2 years is Mdm Loh. We have change 2 teachers for mother tongue (both malay&chinese), English 4, Physics to be exact 3, Chemistry to be exact 3, Biology 2, Social studies 3 and Geography 2. Look at the changes I believe people in my class really work very hard reach the mark. Our class is isn't a typical "nerdy" class where we only study and do nothing else. We really know when to have fun. So I was telling my friend that since math is the only subject where we don't experience any changes of teacher we should perform the best for it, isn't it? She agreed with me. However, looking from how badly we screwed our paper, I think we've thrown all the effort Mdm Loh spent on us into the drain, it's utter disappointment. I feel that no amount of sorry is able to express the sorry I   wanted to say. The "best" thing is that we've to receive our results from Mdm Loh isn't it? D:

I was talking to Xinjing then I know that we had the same ambition. She wanted to be a math teacher as she was inspired by the math teachers in our school like Mdm Loh and the other teachers. She also wanted to teach in this school like me. Then we will be able to "pay back" the school for what it had given us for that brilliant 4 years. That was what I aimed, but judging for the math results I will get, especially my amath I can forget about it. It'll just be a dream I can't reach, maybe in my dream while I am asleep.

I was busy voting for Mdm Loh yesterday. http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=109962 Even my mum supports what I'm doing, she was as worried as I am when I am not able to make any vote on Saturday when the closing date was reaching. She even volunteered to help out but there was something wrong with the stomp system :D I'm always happy to have a mummy who's always so supportive of what I do. The best joke yesterday was that she said: "you should go tell mdm loh to spam some votes for herself ma." I was seriously like LOL! Haha. Hopefully with Brandon voting after Biology paper we will be able to win the ITE west female teacher. But I always felt that the star teacher award shouldn't be just one female and male teacher it should be the top 2 teachers who have the highest vote should win that's more fair. hmmm. Brandon says he wants to attend the prize presentation for the Star Teacher Award if there's any, I also WANT! :D It's going to be fun :)

Only when I'm busying doing something else then I'm able to stop thinking of things that happened during the exams. It's scary D: