That's what people have been telling me after I share with them my story. Don't rush into it and something like that. True, it's never too good to rush into it, we never know what will happen. If it's screwed then we just had to suck thumb, that's the end already. I need more rational thinking, I really do. I think I'm feeling so much better after talking to my roomie, I feel I found someone who can empathize with me, she understands what I am going through.
I don't really hope for things to go better cause I don't want to fall deeper. If I fall too deep it's too pain to even stand up, I'm very afraid.
I hate it how I will look forward to your replies. I feel really useless sometimes I just want to delete the chat. I know I am extreme but that's the way to stop myself, although till now I don't think it really helps..
我一定要坚强，知道这一切不可能。嫚洳，清醒啊啊啊啊啊！
缘分；对的人在对的时间出现。
how can i convince myself it wouldn't work out so I can stop giving myself hope?
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