restless.

Now that it is thursday means that  I have managed to survive all my tutorials so I am kind of really restless today. I know I should be doing my tutorials for next week now so that I wouldn't be in a rush but I really couldn't find any motivation. Feeling so sleepy and hell I should start on my script for my OP but, high activation energy. I seriously have to deal with this like either today or tomorrow.  

Was thinking to write about humanity yesterday. I remember there was this time during raining day I  had a strong urge to take the initiative to share my umbrella with someone then I really felt that it made my day. I am not sure whether that's humanity but I guess it's always good to start small, start doing little things. Sometimes you still that little impulse to do that act that seems weird and awkward to most but you will be amazed how the receiving party will feel. But recently I think I am getting so lazy to do those little small things, I am like living in my own cave. I DONT KNOW WHY. 

I really wonder what is loving/liking someone like. Some say it gives you butterfly when you see him/her, but i thought you are supposed to feel comfortable with the person? I really don't know. It's like you will forward to the person's text reply, you wish you can talk longer with the person. Feeling a bit insecure cause I really don't know whether I am just the one thinking too much, which I really think could be the case. So I should just leave it the way it is since I can't do anything much anyway. 

tonight is a moonless night, directionless. 

"fall in love when you are ready, not when you are lonely".

那就是爱吗？