A sudden idea pop out in my mind yesterday, I've been so busy with school with hall stuff I realised I hadn't had time to things I really like. To do things I really want. It has been long since I took my DSLR out for a trip, capturing moments anywhere around the city. Always wanted to do this, there's just too many "but's to this. Too many excuses to not do things, need to get my butt moving, so lazy!
Capturing the moment, holding the memories that will last forever.
While I am writing this post, suddenly I realised things have been taking place too quickly, I really haven't had time to consolidate my mind, finding my new direction. I feel like I am just being pushed to move forward, not really having any aim in mind. Maybe this has always been a problem, I am just afraid to tie myself down with an aim, I am just afraid I can't achieve it and it becomes the end of the world.
However, if you never try your best, you will never be able to answer to yourself right?
Last week I went home and I told my mum, " Mum I feel that it was so amazing to live in hall!" Why did I felt this way? During night cycling I remember I saw this group of niner cyclists then I went like " Hey why you all stopped here" Then they told me they pangkang already, in a joking manner. It was probably half way through the journey, suddenly I felt very happy, I felt everyone in hall is literally HALL NINE FAMILY. When I walk around saying Hi to everyone I know, supporting them during their games, it really felt as though they are my family members, I really hope they will do well. Just some random emotion as to why I like staying in hall :)
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