Is it that because you are attached you get more emotionally easily... then again the tears almost fill my eyes. I really wonder how many times do I need before I become stronger, back to the person I used to be. Feels so much like a weakling. Guess I've chosen the hardest "work" in life thus far, going through it makes my emotions going on a rollar coaster ride. It's tiring at times, sometimes I do feel like running away but glad I stikl managed to face the problem be it the people make me face it or I choose the face it eventually, it hasn't been easy because it wasn't exactly what the me may do. Instead of just thinking through the sad part I shall put now the things I am grateful for the day.
1. Mummy heating bee hoon she cooked yesterday for my breakfast.
2. Making to work on time although it has been a week I haven't taken bus to work.
3. Meeting bff for dinner.
4. Able to have htht session with her after a long long while.
5. Able to talk on the phone with meh (although it didn't turn out well at the end but I'm still happy we get to talk on the phone)
6. Had more than enough sleep previous night.
That's all folks, time for bed.
may everything be gone tomorrow morning.
No more toubles.
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