getting no where.

This september holiday is horrible! I hate it when I have to keep thinking about studies and stuff. However, the thought that I may get retained just fear me, acting as an echo that scolds me when I am slacking doing things unrelated to studies ( like not typing this post on my lap top). I feel that I definitely don't work well with stress, too much stress will cause me to go bonkers and I think I am moving towards it already.

I try my best to do my work but can't solve it but my peers are able to do it? What does it says about my capability and ability? It shows that I totally sucks, nothing but a nice piece of unless shit. Damn, hate it, why am I like that? I know I shouldn't be comparing to my peers, after all I am who I am but, in this shit reality world, I don't live alone there comes comparison. Well, I'm living "well" with it like bullshit.

Don't know why am I so vulgar in my language today. But I had a great day with my family today. Anyway, no matter how unhappy I am I will leave it to now after my sleep everything will be alright because it's a fresh new day. I will make a difference to tomorrow.

Don't let today change tomorrow, cause tomorrow will be better than today.