I just can't.

Now the only word that comes to my brain is "flunk". I can't stop thinking that I'll flunk my Os. I seriously have no confident at all. Look at my Math, English, Science and Social studies mock test, they're all mocking at my ability, telling me that I can't do anything. Telling me that I'm so incompetence. I will do badly for my Os. I don't have much hope or maybe, not at all.

I don't know why I was suddenly so down during English, I look at the essay that I wanted to rewrite but I can't think of anything to write or edit the introduction. I felt as though the whole sky dropped and fall onto me but I can't so anything to it just lying flat on the ground.

I'm still damn freaking worry of my Math. Looking at the score I'm getting now, I'm speechless.

Don't talk about my future, cause my aren't too bright.