Monday, October 4, 2010

It's a quiet day.

Was in school for 9++h today. Was supposed to go to school for physics consultation but Mr Ng best, left our class and was teaching another class in the lab. We could have had breakfast in the morning or at least, for myself. I was thinking of Mac's hotcake when I'm on the bus cause have to get to school at 8.30 so I can't eat it :( Sob.

I was slacking for the whole 2.5h until mother tongue lesson. Seriously, even if Mr Ng was in class I have nothing to ask so whether or not he comes in it does not make a difference to me.

Looking at how hard-working people are in my class, I felt so a shame of myself. With the state I am, how can I even do well for Os as compared to them? They put in so much effort unlike me. Oh gosh, I'm worried again. Nah, I should stop. Everybody is different... but still I can't convince myself that I can.

Ps: please stop comparing yourself. It's a hard task. Well, at least you try :)

9hours in school is no joke. I just feel like sleeping now.

The secondary 3 & below had their paper 1 today, so the school is super quiet after they left. The emptiness of the school make me felt s sense of loneliness. Hmmm, I'm crapping.

Oh my god I just saw this. How is there Korea people who read my blog? Nuffang must be joking with me.

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