In the midst of preparation of finals, it get really boring staying in hall stuck in the room trying to revise your work. I just have to admit I am not the typical studious student, I have never been and I doubt I will ever become one. At least till now I have no intention of becoming one, always been carrying the buddha leg last minute, actually it has always been working but I really doubt it will work in university. It's like I study study study I don't even know what are the significant of me studying now.
Just let me rant I think I am just PMSing. That day I just suddenly feel so down, like literally down I feel so lost and sad. I missed home. So I actually thought of going home this weekend like tonight, but mum say she's busy this weekend. This means that even if I go home I will just be alone at home, so after much consideration last night I decide not to go home. At least looking how much revision I have done for my major 2 papers next week I don't feel safe.
Maybe I should just stop fearing this and that and just do my best for finals. Just see how it the outcome and decide what I should improve on. The thought of accumulative GPA kind of scare me, but that's life. Maybe maybe I am not one with that perfect score but seriously, I am fine with it.
It does gets tough but never forget to smile :)
if you ask, maybe I don't mind being a bun with filing.
i cannot look at yours eyes more than a while cause my heart skips a beat.
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