Runaway.

Finished with the funeral and cremation on tuesday. It was really painful and sad on tuesday when I know granny will leave me forever, the night before I couldn't stop going to look at my granny inside the coffin. I want to catch the last look of her, cause I know she's gonna be gone forever. Although I do know she's going to a better place, without any illnesses and pain. She will live forever in my heart.

I wished my family didn't decide to keep that my granny was sick from me. If only they didn't, I could have the chance to spend the last few moments with granny. It is really regretful and pain, I was the only person at home who didn't get to speak to her. That feeling really sucks but I couldn't change anything already.

Learnt to cherish the time I have with those I hold dearly to, my friends and family. You can't turn back time. You wouldn't know when you'll lose the time to do so. First it happened to my maternal granny when I was too young to react and now my paternal granny. I don't want my life to have any more regrets. I really hope I wouldn't have any.

Thankful to le friend that listened to me, brought me out for supper knowing I was on vegetarian diet during the period of the wake. Trying to crack jokes when we were running. I know it was really hard for me to laugh really from my heart genuinely but I want to say I appreciated it a lot. Thanks for being there for me.