let's start all over again.

I've been sleeping quite late lately, shall write a post before I head for bed! Haven't been able to find a time for me to blog. I'm tired everyday, get back to my room in hall I will have to upload photos then head for bed. 

School term just started, feeling a little overwhelmed with my workload. Hall stuff and school stuff. Maybe still not so much of school stuff yet though I do really have to set pace for my tutorial, always so last minute is not the way to do it. Been busy for the whole holiday, haven't been really home. Felt really guilty because Chinese New Year is coming real soon yet I am not home to help mum out, just all stuck in school with my commitments in hall. Well, this is my choice and I guess I just have to learn to make a balance between both. 

First week of school and I was tight down with the work mum passed me to do to earn some extra allowance, ah crap it took up so much of my time. That was the main reason why I was so overwhelmed plus the part when I have to assign my subcomm to go for the various game to take photo and not many are available to help out. When I finally got the work done, I was so so so relieved, it's like the OH MY IT'S SUCH A CHORE AND I'M DONE YOOOOO. Ok maybe a bit exaggerated. 

I AM AMAZED BY WHAT I'VE WRITTEN WHEN IM 15, LIKE SERIOUSLY.

我常常觉得爱情就像是一个榴莲。榴莲有苦有甜。如果那是一个你爱的人，那里榴莲就是甜的，甜甜蜜蜜。如果你对那份爱情爱的很辛苦，拿粒榴莲就是苦的变得很难吃，苦苦涩涩的。如果你会拨开榴莲，那份爱情就会让你快乐、开心、幸福的。如果你不回拨榴莲，就会拨的伤横累累，让子集疲惫不堪。那你觉得爱情是你所渴望的东西吗？它能让你一瞬间变得开心，也能让你伤心。

那一年才15岁的我到底在像什么呢？ 但是我知道我现在吃的榴莲是甜的。
没有人能够保证你吃到的榴莲一定可以一直是甜的，但是只要你喜欢你当下在吃的这粒榴莲的味道才是最重要的。

Thank you for telling me you'll be there for me. 

That is all I need.

because in your arms, 

I feel safe and warmth.