Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Bound to be(s).

There's bound to be time you feel down (maybe just for a little while). 
There's bound to be time you feel things aren't going your way. 
There's bound to be time you feel things gone all wrong. 
There's bound to be time you feel left out/neglected. 
There's bound to be time you feel you're all alone. 
There's bound to be time you feel why are you doing all these shit. 
There's bound to be time you feel unappreciated. 
There's bound to be... bound to be... bound to be. 

There's just gonna be tonnes of bound to be, but it really boils down to how you're going to deal with this "bound to be" feeling. You can choose to let all these "down" bound to be(s) pull you down, but you should never forget, for every bound to be, there is a positive side to it. 

There's bound to be time you feel HAPPY (maybe just for a little while). 
There's bound to be time you feel things GOING YOUR WAY. 
There's bound to be time you feel things gone all RIGHT. 
There's bound to be time you feel BONDED. 
There's bound to be time you feel HAPPY WITH YOUR COMPANION. 
There's bound to be time you feel GRATEFUL TO BE WHAT YOU'RE DOING. 
There's bound to be time you feel APPRECIATED. 
There's bound to be... bound to be... bound to be. 

It's cliché to say there's always to side to a coin. If you're going to make yourself dwell in the down emotion, you will just continue to fall deeper and never stand up. It's really a matter of {perspective;}.

I have to be frank, suddenly I felt a little down just now cause I had to go out to buy cake alone. This wasn't the first time so it probably made me think a little bit deeper. Why did I choose to spend the time to go out to buy the cake when I feel like everybody don't give a heck about? Everyone is busy with their studies, trying to do their revision yet I went out feeling so rush to get everything done. Sometimes I do have to blame myself for being so nice, sacrificing time to do something the rest probably don't give a damn about. But deep inside I know I want this to happen, I want to celebrate one another's birthday. Living in hall where everyone feels like a family, our OG is just like a family for one another although we may not be as close as before. However, whenever I get to see all of them gather together, saying all the random jokes and whatsoever, it feels like all the effort is worth it, I guess? 

Well, that's just me. 
Time to smile after ranting :) 
Just gonna tell myself, it's worth it, yes it is. 


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