Blabber.

No one is obliged to be nice to you. 

Like how I am really thankful to those who are nice to me. 

That's why never let yourself lie fully onto someone, you wouldn't know when the person gonna leave and you're gonna fall really hard onto the ground. Frankly I know it by hard, when you put all your eggs into one basket, when it falls, everything is gone. Nothing left. 

I hate all these non-positive constant fear of losing something, that's why as much as I could I try to throw it behind my mind. But from time to time I am reminded of that. The feeling it like " Oh reality, oh hi. Nice to meet you again." 

Maybe I need a journey by myself, to walk the journey by myself with myself. Need to remind myself of time like that, how I used to be able to do so. I should still do it now. 

Pamper yourself, you don't need someone else to pamper you. 

Like what I've always been doing, continue doing it. 

Cause only you know how much you worth it.

You know everything gonna come crashing down soon. 

Embrace yourself.

Note to self: Control your emotions and mood when it gets tough.  

Time to get back to the lecture notessss.