BAABABABABA

What a weird blog title. Just back to put down some thoughts in my mind before I continue hitting the tutorials all again. Life have been really meh meh meh, everyday waking up to study and continue studying till late night then back to sleep. this is what you call university life, so much for not studying hard enough during the school term. Always end up holding the buddha leg before the exams, really wonder when can I stop doing this. This is really really stressful to handle, damn need to get over and done with this. Just one more week plus I am gonna be legally 20, how does life feels when you hit the big 2? Let's me see how it feels like soon enough. Though mehly I should be back to school to prepare for my dynamics paper, another killer paper for me. 

Never like to be a burden, like when I feel somehow someone is reluctant to do something for me, I really feel like telling the person right in his/her face, "I can get it done by myself.". Never like to get forced to do something, in the same way I don't like force it onto others. 

Saw the article that talks about boyfriend sending his girlfriend back, not taking it as an obligation but because he wants to do it, for the safety and what's not. But thinking about it, a couple that stays at different ends of Singapore, sometimes it not that logical to do that? Obviously, if you are at the receiving anything is good anyway but for the one sending the other party back, the journey do feel like a waste of time? That's being logical and practical. then thinking about this, when we fall in love should we use less of the brain to make logical thinking and use more of the heart? Or use the more emotion part of the brain. Another perspective gonna say, doesn't this make falling in love making one stupid? 

I guess that's not stupid, that's love/care for another that isn't practical and logical to begin with. 

But it's alright, keeping yourself rational is still as important anyway. 

Anything works, just bring yourself to keep up with the situation.

Back to the endless tutorials, blahblahblah.

DADA.

2cents worth.