Ideal/not ideal.

Probably everyone thought of the ideal guy/girl he/she wants to find in her life. I probably thought of one too. But no doubt if one choose to be too focus on finding whether the guy/girl has all the points your ideally thought of then it's kind of going to be hard to find that one person in your life, because perfect is too big a word to put it on your lover. Well, you may think your lover is perfect but to me the word prefect don't really exist.

Being too much into love novel, I always hope that I can get a boyfriend who is very romantic (I can't exactly define what is that it's an emotion but somehow I think it's gonna be costly), giving surprises from time to time, spend money on me, get me presents, out for dinner frequently and pamper me like a princess. I don't have to say much the guy will get my subtle hints to go out, to eat something and tada the food appears. He gets it that I really want to see him and appear in front of me (get some telepathy skill), send me home when I'm tired and the list can keep going on and on. Then again, who doesn't want what I mentioned above?

Maybe I don't say guys like this don't exists since I still see guys like this appearing on my instagram when I see my friends posting on their boyfriend. But think about it, that's their boyfriend, not mine. I probably never thought of any of my overly love novel requirements I mentioned when I choose my boyfriend cause I don't think that was what I am looking for. More like the character and thinking wise was what I was looking for. I realised those points were not that important afterall, a good to have but definitely not a must have at all. My favourite chinese variety show 非诚勿扰 always has this from 要找个靠普的男生。 Which mean someone reliable, down-to-earth.

After all the random ramblings still glad to have my meh meh. Finals gonna come soon, knowing that he is stressed up with it, I shall distract him less while I try my best to focus too.

Looking forward to the end of exams then I can have a more laid-way life at home.

I think realising how I am going to "celebrate" my birthday makes me sad. Gonna stuck in school trying to mug for the next paper, sigh yo :/ although not like without examination gonna be better but oh well.... life...